found some motivation in the worst way! An old best friend of mine
invited me to a reunion/birthday celebration this weekend and the first
thing I thought of was to find an excuse so I wouldn't have to go (even
though I would love to see them). I would be so embarrassed for them to
see me like this, this big. they're all so tiny and look the exact same
or even better! This is just so sad. UGH!!!
I was so mad at myself for even thinking this. I should be proud that I've lost 20lbs! I know that I'm on the right track and I know I have a lot more to lose (and I will). Trying to stay positive is just hard for me. As they say in Finding Nemo, "Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming."